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We are pregnant! Wahoo! We are all so excited!

 My mom took these pictures and the lighting was horrible! Dang. But I was being hassled by a certain sister to post something and this was the best we got.

 My kids are so excited and have been for weeks. They kiss the baby all the time! It's darling. And they are non-stop coming up with suggestions on what we should name it. I thought them knowing early would make harder on me. I thought they would never stop talking about it, wondering when the baby would come out, ect. They have been great. They understand this baby isn't coming for awhile.

Barely showing but every day I get a tad bigger. My pants are definitely not fitting as nice.

 

So I am 15 weeks. Due March 3rd. This pregnancy is flying by. I was so exhausted and literally not functioning for the first 12-13 weeks but now I am feeling better. Thankfully, I do not get sick with pregnancies. Today was the first appointment. Usually you go at 10 weeks but I had to wait for our insurance to become effective. Me and the kids saw the baby, heard the cute little heart beat and got some comfort I had been needing. Since the moment I found out we were pregnant, I had been having anxiety and stress that something was wrong. Because I am not really showing I thought the baby wasn't growing or that something else may be wrong. I think I am just an emotional mess with all this instability, transition, change, being pregnant, preparing for Wade to leave us for 3.5 months. It's been rough. But thankfully I attended the Temple with Wade one night and felt peace that regardless if anything is wrong, It will be OK. And I know it will. As for now, every thing looks great!

 

I think it is a girl. I actually want a girl next but would be happy with either obviously. I just want Brooklyn to have a sister because of how much I NEED my two sisters in life. And Brooklyn's clothes are so adorable :)

 

I will get some better pictures tomorrow and post some cuter ones!