Life...

I still really miss Wade but every day is getting easier. Today I only cried three times so that is some serious improvement :) I hate that when Wade was here I took him for granted. Now he is gone and I miss every thing about him. I have been lucky enough to talk to him every night. I am sure that will change, but for now I am soaking up every single night time phone call. He is doing well and actually enjoying military life. He better not get all military on me. I told my sister tonight that Wade is way too tender and soft to get all uptight. But he does like the order and the way they do things. Whatever floats his boat and makes his life easier I guess is great! He mentioned that his flight commander (the one supposed to scream and scream and break you down) is super mild and soft compared to all the others. Wade got luckkkkkky!

 This was taken the night before he left. We all went out for dinner and walked around the outside mall and let the kids run. We stopped for awhile on a bench and the kids put on a dance show for us. Weston's performance included a lot of pelvic thrusting. He is all boy and thinks all gross things are the funniest things ever!

 When I talked to Wade tonight he sounded really tired. He gets a friendly bang and scream on the door at 430am and doesn't stop until around 10pm. Long days. Oh and he loves his room mate. He is an Airforce Chaplain. He says he is a great guy. They both have wives and kids and both call home any chance they get :)

 Before Wade checked in to COT we skyped in his hotel and he could tell that I was having a really hard time. I couldn't even hold on a conversation without bawling. So the next day I got a knock on the door and there was a nice man outside holding flowers for Lindsay :) Wade had sent them. They are so beautiful. I keep them in my room and they smell so yummy. They make me cry every time I look at them though. I have the best hub ever.

 Love my JAG man. He tried on his uniforms over his clothes and took a picture for me. I am not gunna lie, I am not used to Wade looking like this. This picture means a thousand things and one of them being my future. He is pretty good looking in ugly camo!

Me and the kids got right to work on making a count down paper chain. This one isn't so bad. We had to make another paper chain for when his 10 break is up and he goes back for JAG school. That one has 66 links. I can't even go there or I won't get through this first part! Oh and please take notice of the black and orange. My SF Giants fans wouldn't have had it any other way for their daddy!

 

We are headed to UTAH this weekend for my sister's little baby's blessing. Can't wait to meet my newest little niece.